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How i met him,part 3

 

DecisionsOften i ask myself dear reader how did i get to where i am today?!Was it just how things happen?was it just the decision i made that day?or was it every single decision i made since i was born that lead me here?do i really take my decisions or are they already taken at some level?like DNA do i have a code that guides my decisions thru life?i would say yes,but i”m also the one to contradict myself.No,decisions have to do with a lot of factors,like the place we were born…how can i take the decision to go to college if i am born in a country that doesen”t have such a institution? ok i could go in a country that has one,Yes but what if i am born in a third world country in a village where that term doesen t even exist?what if i wanna go,but i am struck down by a disease?you should of taken better care of yourself or eat healthier.

OK so the place you are born has a huge impact of your decisions in life.Some would say everything is possible with hard work and will,true.but sometimes outside factors won t let us take the decisions we would like to take.But coming back at me,how did i get here,was it all planned since i left my hometown to go in the UK?what would of happen if i didn t?where would i be  now?what people would i have met?do we have multiple pats in this life?Or is our path already predestined?And why did i have all those questions in my head?was it just me?were there others to think alike?I soon found out that there were.when i went to meet Darnell in London.Everything about him meant something,Later at a closer look even his name meant something,was i about to find my answers in this individual?or was i getting into something else?

My first encounter with Darnell was in a park in London,he approached me without hesitation,he was a well build man in his late thirties,grey hair a serious face but laughing eyes,i could see that he was analysing me but not physical,he was searching for eye contact which i was retained to give it to him.I still thought that this is maby about a job or some kind of joke,and for a long time i was convinced that it was.I mean how could you believe the things that were about to come out of his mouth?

Unfortunately my time with you is up,but i will write soon.And if you still think you are reading a fiction story….try waking up everyday in one.Be well

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how i met him,part 2

mystery-man-1920x1080So my dear reader it s time to continue my story about how i”ve meet him.the man that changed my life.As i told you in my previous post i”ve received an e-mail from Darnell telling me to write my opinions about life,tell him a little about me.So this is what i wrote to him:

”All i know it that there must be more to life than this,I don”t want to enter in this society circle that is;play,learn,learn some more,have a job,have a wife and kids,work for them,and then die.i mean is this all?i am a miracle of evolution!!!i have overcome difficult odds to be born as a self aware being!!!!am i to be happy with such a mediocre life and wish for other peoples life whom i see on TV?am i suppose to just believe everything that they are telling me is the truth?!!My opinion is that mankind has lost their real track a long time ago,we became so desperate to achieve so small and insignificant things,but made to believe that those are the true important things in life,and then pass it on to our children that those are the most important things in life.Well their not.I want to know,i need to know.i have a hunger deep inside of me that has to be feed.I feel like an ant in a artificial colony.Everybody has their purpose in the colony and everyone is happy.except for me,because i can see the glass,Yes….i see you.”

Now i know i sounded like one of those people who believe that everything around them is a conspiracy,I”m not,i just believed that there was more to life.His reply was short and simple,He said ”not everyone took that path”I haven t heard from this Darnell character for days,then the day came,a day that i will remember for always.it was the day i left her side,the day i received an e mail from Darnell to go meet him at an address in London.I must specify that at that moment i was living not far from London so i got up and i never returned to her ever again.

How the first encounter was i will tell you in my future post.Until then be well

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the day i met him

article-1364698-08BAD07A000005DC-216_468x299As i told you before since i can remember i was a curious person about every aspect of life,about the world that surrounds us,people i pass by every day ”who are they?where are they going?what are they thinking?”what is the universe about?-this is a question that made my imagination go wild. Now i know you have read allot of stories,fiction stories,ghost stories,magic stories,conspiracy stories,i cant tell you one thing that i came closer than anyone to live one of these stories,and what i can say is that i have never in all my research and in my chase after that supreme truth found something that made me believe that this things are real.but i did came closer to them than anyone.this i can guarantee.So there i was ready to give up,ready to take life as it is,concentrate on my job,ready to get married to my girlfriend,and have that happy normal life,but still there was something in my gut telling me that this can”t be it,that there is something more to life,so one day as i was searching the web for interesting materials i came across a strange website that appeared to be the site of a well known fraction.funny thing was that there was a form which allowed you to register and become one of them,so why not give it a try,i wrote all of my details down but when i tried to submit it it told me that they are not taking any new members,nothing else on that website just that form,until then i was an active member on many forums telling my opinions about the world,quantum physics,ancient times,psychology,philosophy and other subjects that interested me.So my form was refused,strange thing happened the next day when i tried to find that same website but it was no longer there,but even stranger was the fact that i received an e–mail from a man called Darnell Hall telling me to send him a reply containing my opinion about life,of course my curiosity made me play along,so i did reply to that e-mail.

Unfortunately i must leave now so i will tell you about my reply in my future post.Be well

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About her

imagesIf i only knew then what i know now i would never got out of bed that day,i would of never left her side,I would roll over to her side and take her in my arms,slide my nose behind her neck and feel her scent,touch her soft skin and kiss her wet lips,whisper in her ears that she is the only thing that i need to know in this world,loving her was the greatest truth in this universe,our bond was beyond any laws.We knew from the beginning,from the very first time we laid eyes that we will suffer,two armies holding strong,two masters of seduction,our love was doomed even from the beginning,every atom of my body screamed ”run away,you will get hurt”but still the thrill,the chase the attraction was to great to stay away.it was pure physics.She was my archenemy,I was in love with a demon but it felt so right,her touch paralyzed me,my senses were dull around her,she was the perfect hunter,my cocaine and without her in my veins i was numb.But that day a stronger drug entered my system-curiosity.it was the day that everything changed,the day i met him,the man that  made me forget all about everything and everyone i ever known.So this post goes out as a tribute to you my lost love,I”m sorry our baby girl will never be borne.But as i said i did leave that day,and it was the day i met him,the day everything changed

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