Do I need to believe in something?


download Hello reader.Lately I took part of a discussion between two groups of people-atheists and theists.At one point they asked me why do i stand silent do i agree with the atheist or the theist.I think it’s simple I answered,you are both right.It is a simple probability equation.As long as we don’t know much of anything and throughout human history most of what people considered to be without any doubt true was later dismissed mostly by science.Some will say ‘yes but science was discovered late in history,maybe mankind will discover a new discipline to answer their questions’ at some level i agree but science was not later on discovered maybe what you consider to be science in nowadays was but for an early mind inventing the wheel was considered science.Now i like to use the term early mind instead of primitive mind because for a future me my mind will seem pretty primitive.So yes i think that what ever crazy theory pops up in your head about this universe and the meaning of life you might be equally right with all the other fractions of the world as long as nothing is for certain.Do you think that god exists?You might be right,do you think he doesn’t?you might be right ….Do you think that the earth is bouncing up and down on a leprechaun’s ass?Guess what?! you might be right against-patrick-s-day-lucky-dancing-leprechaun-18420695


I want to be honest with you I don’t believe in afterlife although it would make me very happy to know it exists.I mean who would like for all of this to be over?who wouldn’t want a second chance?but I think it is to good to be true,i think we are all afraid of the nothingness beyond this life.Was there a time when i used to believe?-Yes,was i different?-Yes.In what way you will ask-Well i was braver i was not afraid of anything because if something happens it’s still not over.Later in life as i started to have doubts and embrace the possibility that there is nothing after i started to be more careful with my life.I started to be more restrictive with my actions.I mean can i really play around with my only chance that this universe has given me?Can i afford to lose the one opportunity that i have throughout the eternity?No i can’t take that risk.I’m not going to jump from a sky scraper or try and be a hero in dangerous situations.Fight for a government or a religion?No way.

But if you look at it from another way…I do miss being careless and climbing and jumping and fighting with strangers in a club eating crap food.So yes i was braver when i used to believe.I’m not saying i don’t live my life and enjoying every moment but i am more precocious in my decisions.I eat healthier i try not to get upset for any reason and i exercise a lot.

So as a conclusion to this post i think none of the ways is to a persons advantage.One will not let you appreciate and cherish life to the fullest and the other one will not let you live it to the fullest.

How Can We Achieve Fame and Fortune

fame_the_musicalHello my dear reader,lately i’ve been seeing everyone around me trying to achieve fame and fortune  no matter the consequences,no matter who gets hurt in the process although most of the times they manage to hurt themselves rather by not succeeding in their attempt or getting their and realising that it s not what they were expecting.So let me start by asking you:Are you sure that you want fame and fortune?Do you really think this will make you happy or fulfilled?First of all fame and fortune are two very different things because you can be rich and not be famous and vice versa.Any one can win the lottery but they will not gain fame with that or any one can make an idiotic video an upload it on social media and become famous for a few seconds.So what kind of fame would you like to achieve?one to be recognised and appreciated worldwide or just be one of those ‘guys’.

If fame and fortune is really what you want that s easy.You just need one good idea in this life in order to succeed.But the biggest problem with us is that it s so hard for us to apply it,try it,get out of our comfort zone,Most will say ‘Oh i’m ok with my safe job,my same old circle of friends,my day by day routine and your just so afraid of doing something else.Why is that?i believe this kind of individuals are incredible sure that there is an happy afterlife after this one,because if i am thinking that this is my only chance that this universe has given me i will try and do everything in my power to make sure that i experience almost everything in this world.So there is only one rule in succeeding NO EXCUSES and try to realise that your greatest enemy who is going to try and stop you in your way to achieve what you desire is your self.You are always going to have people around you that are going to try and bring you down because if you succeed it will mean they have failed.If you are not where you want it means that there is something you are not doing right.The road to success is a lonely road and on the way up you will see a lot of fallen spirits,spirits that have tried and failed and many of them will try and drag you down.We all know this in theory right?but few of us will try because it is so easy to stay in your comfort zone,it s easier to do the things you already know how to do.But you will only be exceptional in the moment you will do something new,something that scares you,something you have doubts about but that my dear reader will be your first step in achieving fame

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leap-of-faith_724_482_80What is Faith?!Some say it”s spiritual,as belief in some kind of religious system,while others say it”s the power of will.I”m not going to get into all that.What i am going to get into is what it can do.I believe Faith is responsible for true miracles.Self healing,great heroic deeds.I mean let”s have a look at ancient soldiers,those guys used to rush into battle fighting against man with swords and axes,heads and hands were chopped down and of course death.Now let”s get back to present times,would you still do that?let”s forget about modern it”s you and your army preparing to face most certain death against another army with swords and axes.Would you rush down the field screaming into battle.Most of you won”t.I wouldn”t.What changed?Our belief.

Those guys back in history,they new for a fact,without any doubt,that there is something after death.something or someone is waiting for them,that even if they die it”s not over for them,that fact made them brave,made them killing machines.What is different now?the fact that even if you are a believer,you know even if just a little,that there might be a possibility that this is it.Somewhere,somehow you”ve heard the theory that nothing comes after death,we”re talkin” total darkness for eternety,the universe gave you one chance to be self-aware,to breathe,to feel,to love,having that in your mind even as an ideea would you still rush down the fields facing death?well those guys didn”t have this ideea in their heads,that made them brave.they had a certain type of courage that you will not find easily nowadays.Why?-FAITH.

faith_bigger_fear2_largeNow Faith isn”t only about the belief that there is something after death,what if you believe in something so strong,that you don”t even care if there is nothing after death.You believe so hard in your ideas.your dreams,your rights that you stay strong and high even in the face of death to protect these things.In my opinion this is true courage.Knowing that the possibility of eternal sleep and darkness exists but still you go forward.Amazing!

I don”t know where faith resides,the opinions are different and many.I don”t care.All i know is that it”s something we must cherish it,improve it and believe in it”s power to carve destinies,shape new world foundations and make a individual ”walk in the valley of shadow of death and not be afraid”

Where does faith fit in my life story?Well my dear reader without it i wouldn”t be where I am today.I would of stopped from my journey to seek my destiny when everyone told me to let go.I  kept going knowing that my happiness is just around the corner.All you have to do is see that corner on your road ahead even if you see it from a distance.

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How i met him,part 3


DecisionsOften i ask myself dear reader how did i get to where i am today?!Was it just how things happen?was it just the decision i made that day?or was it every single decision i made since i was born that lead me here?do i really take my decisions or are they already taken at some level?like DNA do i have a code that guides my decisions thru life?i would say yes,but i”m also the one to contradict myself.No,decisions have to do with a lot of factors,like the place we were born…how can i take the decision to go to college if i am born in a country that doesen”t have such a institution? ok i could go in a country that has one,Yes but what if i am born in a third world country in a village where that term doesen t even exist?what if i wanna go,but i am struck down by a disease?you should of taken better care of yourself or eat healthier.

OK so the place you are born has a huge impact of your decisions in life.Some would say everything is possible with hard work and will,true.but sometimes outside factors won t let us take the decisions we would like to take.But coming back at me,how did i get here,was it all planned since i left my hometown to go in the UK?what would of happen if i didn t?where would i be  now?what people would i have met?do we have multiple pats in this life?Or is our path already predestined?And why did i have all those questions in my head?was it just me?were there others to think alike?I soon found out that there were.when i went to meet Darnell in London.Everything about him meant something,Later at a closer look even his name meant something,was i about to find my answers in this individual?or was i getting into something else?

My first encounter with Darnell was in a park in London,he approached me without hesitation,he was a well build man in his late thirties,grey hair a serious face but laughing eyes,i could see that he was analysing me but not physical,he was searching for eye contact which i was retained to give it to him.I still thought that this is maby about a job or some kind of joke,and for a long time i was convinced that it was.I mean how could you believe the things that were about to come out of his mouth?

Unfortunately my time with you is up,but i will write soon.And if you still think you are reading a fiction story….try waking up everyday in one.Be well

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how i met him,part 2

mystery-man-1920x1080So my dear reader it s time to continue my story about how i”ve meet him.the man that changed my life.As i told you in my previous post i”ve received an e-mail from Darnell telling me to write my opinions about life,tell him a little about me.So this is what i wrote to him:

”All i know it that there must be more to life than this,I don”t want to enter in this society circle that is;play,learn,learn some more,have a job,have a wife and kids,work for them,and then die.i mean is this all?i am a miracle of evolution!!!i have overcome difficult odds to be born as a self aware being!!!!am i to be happy with such a mediocre life and wish for other peoples life whom i see on TV?am i suppose to just believe everything that they are telling me is the truth?!!My opinion is that mankind has lost their real track a long time ago,we became so desperate to achieve so small and insignificant things,but made to believe that those are the true important things in life,and then pass it on to our children that those are the most important things in life.Well their not.I want to know,i need to know.i have a hunger deep inside of me that has to be feed.I feel like an ant in a artificial colony.Everybody has their purpose in the colony and everyone is happy.except for me,because i can see the glass,Yes….i see you.”

Now i know i sounded like one of those people who believe that everything around them is a conspiracy,I”m not,i just believed that there was more to life.His reply was short and simple,He said ”not everyone took that path”I haven t heard from this Darnell character for days,then the day came,a day that i will remember for was the day i left her side,the day i received an e mail from Darnell to go meet him at an address in London.I must specify that at that moment i was living not far from London so i got up and i never returned to her ever again.

How the first encounter was i will tell you in my future post.Until then be well

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the day i met him

article-1364698-08BAD07A000005DC-216_468x299As i told you before since i can remember i was a curious person about every aspect of life,about the world that surrounds us,people i pass by every day ”who are they?where are they going?what are they thinking?”what is the universe about?-this is a question that made my imagination go wild. Now i know you have read allot of stories,fiction stories,ghost stories,magic stories,conspiracy stories,i cant tell you one thing that i came closer than anyone to live one of these stories,and what i can say is that i have never in all my research and in my chase after that supreme truth found something that made me believe that this things are real.but i did came closer to them than anyone.this i can guarantee.So there i was ready to give up,ready to take life as it is,concentrate on my job,ready to get married to my girlfriend,and have that happy normal life,but still there was something in my gut telling me that this can”t be it,that there is something more to life,so one day as i was searching the web for interesting materials i came across a strange website that appeared to be the site of a well known fraction.funny thing was that there was a form which allowed you to register and become one of them,so why not give it a try,i wrote all of my details down but when i tried to submit it it told me that they are not taking any new members,nothing else on that website just that form,until then i was an active member on many forums telling my opinions about the world,quantum physics,ancient times,psychology,philosophy and other subjects that interested me.So my form was refused,strange thing happened the next day when i tried to find that same website but it was no longer there,but even stranger was the fact that i received an e–mail from a man called Darnell Hall telling me to send him a reply containing my opinion about life,of course my curiosity made me play along,so i did reply to that e-mail.

Unfortunately i must leave now so i will tell you about my reply in my future post.Be well

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let me change your life

descărcareOnce my life was change by someone,i wanna do the same for three people,three best life stories will be selected for a massive life change.Tell me a story or your life story by registering and write it down,your story will appear in your stories section on the menu.Your story will be rated by other people and me.and at the end of the countdown i will chose three winners,All i want from you is a story that people will learn from.Impress me and in return i will impress you.It s going to be hard for you to believe me but you got nothing to lose.Let people know about your greatest love,your greatest lost,what was the thing that brought the biggest joy in your life,how did you feel or just tell us a interesting story.This is all about people connecting and sharing a part of their life,What is my gain?I made a bet with my mentor,a bet i intend to win at the end of this year,a chance to prove him wrong.

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who are you?

DREAM-wall-1024-768This is the question i ask myself everyday when i”m taking a walk and see you passing by,I”m not talking about just one person,I”m talking about all of you.Each day we pass one another without having a clue about who we are,what we love,what is our life about.In other circumstances i could of been you best friend,or your lover,your family,we could of have a hole history together,but we were born in different places,different times,we had a different entourage that made us be apart.Often i ask myself if i”m the only one who is thinking about this things.The truth is I could of been anything in this world,the greatest singer,or the greatest dancer,greatest actor or the greatest writer.but i”ve chose to become something else.I”m going to tell you something very important about me which once i thought was my weakness but now i see it as my greatest quality.I am a sensitive human being.They used to call us weak,Yes we cry at the end of a sad movie,we lose ourselves in front of a beautiful girl,we get easily intimidated,and let ourselves get carried away by our imagination and our dreams but never underestimate such a person for at the same time people like me were the greatest heroes.try and have a look into such a persons eyes after he hears a motivational speech,i guarantee you will see flames bursting out,he will be ready to die for what he believes,that soft soul will turn into the greatest warrior and nothing is going to stop him from achieving the things he aspires to.Every single invention that was created in this world was first in the imagination of a person like me,we were the first explorers the greatest writers.So please never underestimate such a person for he has the power to shake the very foundation of this world

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About her

imagesIf i only knew then what i know now i would never got out of bed that day,i would of never left her side,I would roll over to her side and take her in my arms,slide my nose behind her neck and feel her scent,touch her soft skin and kiss her wet lips,whisper in her ears that she is the only thing that i need to know in this world,loving her was the greatest truth in this universe,our bond was beyond any laws.We knew from the beginning,from the very first time we laid eyes that we will suffer,two armies holding strong,two masters of seduction,our love was doomed even from the beginning,every atom of my body screamed ”run away,you will get hurt”but still the thrill,the chase the attraction was to great to stay was pure physics.She was my archenemy,I was in love with a demon but it felt so right,her touch paralyzed me,my senses were dull around her,she was the perfect hunter,my cocaine and without her in my veins i was numb.But that day a stronger drug entered my was the day that everything changed,the day i met him,the man that  made me forget all about everything and everyone i ever known.So this post goes out as a tribute to you my lost love,I”m sorry our baby girl will never be borne.But as i said i did leave that day,and it was the day i met him,the day everything changed

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